It's happening again! I can't stand feeling this way. Let me explain real quick.
I feel a sort of self-defeating premonition coming over me. My self-esteem for the day has vanished into nothing, and I really just want to lock myself in my room until tomorrow comes. I don't feel good enough for anybody. I know that this feeling will pass, but nonetheless: caution to those who I care about for the next 8 hours. I will wallow in self-pity until my head hits the pillow & I'm out for the count.
The thing is - NOTHING IS WRONG. Absolutely nothing is bad right now. I have every reason to be happy. It's my mind that's making me think I have something to be upset about. (Or it could be my hormones.)
I have a long, mental To Do list. Seth's birthday... taxes... bills... books... movies.
My soul needs some sort of cleanse. Or maybe I could just use a nap.
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